loving you in my sleep
and waking up alone.
so kaninchen just hinted that he’s not going to tell me his arrival date and is just going to show up at my house and fucking hell he’d better go with that plan because i will just die from the romanticism of it.
also i had a dream the other night that he did just that and it was a very good dream.
al3xand3rknight said: i think i understand :)
I haven’t seen him in over a year dude! over a year! last time i saw him he didn’t have facial hair or long hair and my hair was black and blonde and i had less tattoos.
i cried just before, with a stupid grin on my face, when i thought about just being able to hold him and smell him and feel him again, and as soon as a couple of months away too.
i don’t think any of you understand how much i’m looking forward to seeing kaninchen in the flesh in like 2-months-ish time.
I never thought it could be this good when we are so far apart.
In the last week Kaninchen and I have broken down a wall in our relationship that we didn’t even know was there. No trying, no working on it, just suddenly we’re closer and more honest and more attentive, and it is so good.
To anyone who says long distance relationships don’t work; Kaninchen and I have been together for almost three years, but have spent less than a year in the same country together in that time, and we’ve not been in the same country now for just over a year, and our relationship is getting better and stronger all the time.