He did it. He actually managed to describe how it feels to live with depression and suicidal tendencies.

this is really, really important

Wow….perfect. The old paint…..

I haven’t seen this guys stuff for months but this still hits me as hard as ever

Always repost! I love this so much!!!


(Source: cantcontrolthegay)


i am the almost empty shampoo bottle in the shower of life

(Source: vintagetelevision)

i am so sick of this.

i am so sick of good days and then coming home and crying until i throw up, of being too nauseous to eat and hardly sleeping. I’m sick of avoiding my housemates because i don’t want to talk about it.

i am so tired. so fucking tired.

it’s been 9 days and it hasn’t gotten any better, it still hurts more than i can bear.

i just want to run away, but i couldn’t leave kali or my little sister at the moment. 

i am so sick of telling people.

i am so sick of this.

(Source: fryingdragon)



We all know that feeling, vending machine

#i am also full of snacks and darkness



We all know that feeling, vending machine

(Source: dalasverdugo)

Depression does not always mean
Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists
A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity
Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye

Sometimes depression means
Not getting out of bed for three days
Because your feet refuse to believe
That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor

Sometimes depression means
That summoning the willpower
To go downstairs and do the laundry
Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week

Sometimes depression means
Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours
Because you cannot convince your body
That it is capable of movement

Sometimes depression means
Not being able to write for weeks
Because the only words you have to offer the world
Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying

Sometimes depression means
That every single bone in your body aches
But you have to keep going through the motions
Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed

Sometimes depression means
Ignoring every phone call for an entire month
Because yes, they have the right number
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore

“I’m ready. Depression.”

“I’m ready. Depression.”

(Source: pooptologist)

unexpected bout of depression

well, not entirely unexpected, but still, quite sudden plunge into it.

i mostly just want to cry now, but i’m also really freaking tired and don’t know if i can muster the strength.

i need to go grocery shopping tomorrow… haven’t had enough food in the house in ages… 

I really wish this abdominal pain would go away… it’s too late for period pain and too early or ovulation pain.